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Sunday, November 6, 2022

New Book Alert: Desire's End (The Desire Card Series Book Five) Predictable but Satisfying and Cathartic End

 



New Book Alert: Desire's End (The Desire Card Series Book Five) Predictable but Satisfying and Cathartic End 

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews 

Spoilers: If you haven't yet, I insist that you read either my reviews or the books themselves: Immoral Origins, Prey No More, All Sins Fulfilled, and Vicious Ripples by Lee Matthew Goldberg before reading this review. This review contains MAJOR HEAVY DUTY SPOILERS!!!!


Ready? Then let's go.


Now we finally come to the end. The Desire Card and its depraved demonic leader, Jay Howell AKA Clark Gable come to a satisfactory completion.


This book is pure resolution, where all loose ends are tied, all things are revealed, and the characters meet their final destinies. All previous volumes have led to this moment and head towards the final successful pay off.


If you have grown to detest Howell as much as this Reader has, it's quite satisfying to see him brought down in a schadenfreude sort of way. On the run from his various enemies, he attempts to kidnap Gracie, his granddaughter and unsuccessfully rebuild his empire. This goes quickly awry and he is forced to hide out in the jungle.

In hiding, he encounters a female shaman who gleefully shows him the eventual ruin of his empire and his life.

Meanwhile, three other people are fast approaching, all familiar to the Readers: J.D. Storm, former assassin turned enemy, Monica Bonner, police detective who investigated Gracie's previous kidnapping and cannot stop her investigation against the Desire Card, and Helene Howell-Stockton, Jay's daughter, a philanthropist who has finally realized that her father is a monster who needs to be stopped. Even the shaman has her own pound of flesh to take from the corrupt CEO/Crime Boss.


It helps to take satisfaction in Howell's end by not making him sympathetic. He's a weasley bully who uses everyone around him in the beginning and is a weasley bully who uses everyone around him at the end. No part shows this more than the chapters between Howell and Gracie.


Gracie was an unwilling pawn in Vicious Ripples but during her captivity from J.D., she displayed some potential sociopathic tendencies that suggest that she was meant to become Jay's little heiress. 

In the previous book, she cold bloodedly shot another kidnapper.

In this book the young lady displays her worst qualities as almost a way of saying, "Look Grandpa Jay, look what I can do. See what a good little girl I am?" She manipulates girls to join her grandfather's prostiution ring and uses her ballet skills to create a dancing school front for the ring. Even when she is separated from Howell, she still inherits his evil tendencies by selling hard drugs to schoolmates.


Of all the things that Howell did in the five books, his manipulation of Gracie is the worst. He made the choice to take a life of crime as an adult, fully aware of the potential paths that lay before him. He chose the path of easy money, notoriety, and luxury.

Gracie is a child surrounded by adults who come to her grandfather like he's the Pied Piper of crooks. She has been groomed to become a criminal with no choice or chance to be normal. Now that she knows, she can't live in denial. Her innocence has been forever ruined by Howell's actions and choices. Her own agency and control for her future had long been taken away from her.


J.D., Monica, and Helene are as wounded as ever and are ready to end Howell's hold on them once and for all. The book covers a period of several years, so there are moments of hope and sadness. Helene loses some important people in her life, but finally becomes closer to her hippy boyfriend, Peter. She is trying to rebuild a new life and wants to cut her former life as a Howell and a Stockton. 

Helene was a philanthropist just to make her family look good. Since then, she became involved in philanthropy in earnest because she knows about loss and pain. She sees others sufferings. She has a chance to be a better person and she won't let her father take that from her.


J.D. and Monica also find a new life in a surprising place….with each other. It's a pairing that seems abrupt but considering that they have suffered tremendous loss and have a shared history (even if it was once as opposite sides of the law), the initial weirdness disappears. 

J.D.'s girlfriend, Annie was killed by Desire Card operatives, feeding his thirst for revenge. Now his vengeance is gone, he just floats along, finding a place of quiet and solitude.

While Monica's son died from an illness, her grief fuelled her search for Gracie and put her right into Howell's orbit.

She also resigned her police position and is trying to live a stress free life.

Monica meets J.D. trying to rebuild his life and the two hook up. Despite their burgeoning relationship, they can't put their past behind them until they face Howell one final time.


Another character with her own interesting backstory is the shaman. Her story is too enticing to reveal in this review but let's say the series finally comes full circle and if anyone has a major ax to grind against Howell, it's her. She uses intimidating physical threats and her supernatural abilities to show the literal and figurative monster that Howell is and why so many people would like to see the back of him. The shaman gives Howell his final comeuppance in a way that is long predicted but ultimately satisfying and cathartic.


Desire's End is the perfect ending to an exciting and suspenseful series. After all the twists, turns, duplicity, and betrayal, it's great to see this card get canceled on a high note.










Thursday, August 16, 2018

Classics Corner Bonus: The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge by Carlos Castaneda; A Strange But Spiritual Journey Between A Mentor and Student




Classics Corner Bonus: The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge by Carlos Castaneda; A Strange But Spiritual Journey Between A Mentor and Student

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews




Spoilers: When Carlos Castaneda first met Don Juan Matus in 1960, he probably didn't think that either he or his mentor would become counterculture icons. But through the various books that he and other authors have collected recounting Don Juan's teachings, sayings, and journies, their readers learned about this strange, eccentric, visionary, and wise man.




Like many spiritual books, there is debate how much of the story is true. While they are listed as non-fiction, people have argued whether Don Juan Matus existed or whether he was an amalgam of several teachers, but also like many books of a spiritual bent, facts and truth aren't as important as the journey. Castaneda's first book about Don Juan, The Teachings of Don Juan: The Yaqui Way of Knowledge show the education of a confused skeptical anthropology student into a deeper thinking person of knowledge.




Upon Castaneda's first meeting with Don Juan, through an acquaintance, he was curious and confused. He only knew that the elderly man was an expert on peyote, something that Castaneda had been curious about and studying but not yet experienced. Not only does Don Juan want to teach Castaneda about peyote (which he called “Mescalito”), he also wanted to teach Castaneda about the way of the shaman.




While many Readers might be confused about why Don Juan would want to teach such a long, strenuous, magical path to a total stranger, an earlier passage gives an explanation. Don Juan mentions the existence of diableros, sorcerers who could take animal form. (Don Juan's mentor was one.) Castaneda then heard reports of a strange animal in the area. He interviewed various locals about the diableros and the possibility the strange creature was one. None of the witnesses believed such a creature existed. Some never saw one. Others believed they were tales told by the elders. This dialogue explains Don Juan's desire to pass his knowledge to Castaneda. In a world grown more scientific and technicological, he wanted to make sure that those ways would be written down and remembered, so they could not be forgotten.




That doesn't mean that his lessons were easy. His first lesson was for Castaneda to find a specific spot outside Don Juan's home that he could learn and meditate. Castaneda crawled and rolled on the ground during the day and night before he found the right spot, by the way the sunlight shone on it. He learned to trust more than his own sensations and body to find an answer.




Sometimes, Don Juan and Castaneda butted heads because of their different views. When Castaneda first sampled Mescalito, he saw a spirit take the form of a dog that played with him. He later asked Don Juan about the figure calling it a dog. Don Juan kept correcting him once hilariously shouting “Dammit, it wasn't a dog!”




Sometimes, Castaneda's desire for factual literal proof clashed with Don Juan's metaphoric esoteric training. During a meditation/peyote-influenced journey, Castaneda felt himself transform into a crow and fly. While he saw the world below him and felt the rush of being in the air, he asked Don Juan if he really flew. Don Juan asked if he felt that he did. Castaneda replied of course, but he wanted to know if anyone would have seen him fly. Don Juan said that what other people saw didn't matter. Castaneda flew and believed he did.




Some of Castaneda's lessons get incredibly dark. None were darker than Castaneda's encounter with a diableros. Don Juan ordered Castaneda to remain in his spot all night into the next day no matter what. While Castaneda waited, he saw Don Juan appear. At first, Castaneda thought his lesson was over early, but there were certain things that made Castaneda suspicious. He called Castaneda names he never used and he walked and stood in ways that Don Juan did not. Castaneda stood his ground against the diableros who disappeared.




Though Castaneda voluntarily ended his studies under Don Juan in 1965, subsequent books suggested that he had a lot more to learn and Don Juan had a lot more to teach

suggested that he had a lot more to learn and Don Juan had a lot more to teach.