Showing posts with label Child Abduction. Show all posts
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Sunday, March 2, 2025

Memories of MK Ultra: A Journey of Discovery From Darkness to Deliverance by Bill Yarborough; A Truth Inspired and Terrifying Tale of Child Abduction and Mind Control

 

Memories of MK Ultra: A Journey of Discovery From Darkness to Deliverance by Bill Yarborough; A Truth Inspired and Terrifying Tale of Child Abduction and Mind Control 

By Julie Sara Porter 
Bookworm Reviews 

Spoilers: Of the human experimentations,  one of  the most enigmatic, controversial, and infamous (and that’s saying a lot) is undoubtedly MKUltra. It was designed by the CIA, lasted from 1953-1973, and was a series of experiments that used numerous methods, such as psychoactive drugs, brainwashing, electroshocks, sensory deprivation, isolation, psychological manipulation, verbal, physical, and sexual abuse, and torture, often on unsuspecting people who did not know that they were being experimented upon or if they did, what the studies were actually for. The goal was allegedly to develop and produce drug interrogations that could be used to weaken individuals and force confessions through brainwashing and torture.More than 80 institutions were involved including military, colleges and universities, hospitals, prisons, and pharmaceutical companies.There were many deaths connected to the project, most notably Frank Olson, a US Army biochemist and biological researcher. Olson was secretly given LSD without his knowledge or consent and died after falling from a 13th story window a week later. MKUltra was a blatant violation of human rights and revealed the CIA’s abuse of power, particularly with regards to withholding consent and an inability to uphold democratic principles.The project officially ended in 1973 and was revealed to the public in 1975. In 1977, a Freedom of Information Act request uncovered 20,000 documents related to MKUltra. Surviving information was declassified in 2001. 

Despite the declassification, there is plenty of speculation about many other experiments, methods, real goals, how far it reached, who was experimented on, and even more frightening whether it’s still going on. Some of it can’t be officially confirmed or verified but many first hand accounts and personal testimonies suggest that some of those theories might be more fact than fiction. Among those speculations are whether MKUltra targeted or experimented on children. There are no confirmed or definitive answers whether or not children were experimented on, though there are first hand testimonies from those who claim to have been child victims of MKUltra’s experimentation programs. One of those people is Bill Yarborough. He believes that he, his brother, and sister spent the summer of 1958 being experimented on for MKUltra, They blocked the memories out only to begin recalling them in the 1980s. Their experience was the inspiration for Yarborough’s semi autobiographical novel, Memories of MK-Ultra: A Journey of Discovery from Darkness to Deliverance.

Now it’s worth noting that even though Yarborough insists that the kernel of his book that he and his siblings were part of an MKUltra experiment is true, the book is not actually about them. It is only based on them and is considered a work of fiction. The perspectives from doctors, researchers, and military personnel are speculated upon by Yarborough himself. Also he acknowledges that many of the esoteric themes and paranormal situations might have been triggered not by actual events but by trauma, drugs, and altered memories. Because of this, from this point forward, I will treat the book as fiction and refer to the context within the book itself for the remainder of this review. 

In 1958, Tommy Matthews, his sister, Beth, and brother, Curtis were kidnapped during a family vacation in Washington D.C. They spend several weeks being educated and monitored in a secret MKUltra facility by various personnel including Dr. Rudolf Holtzman, an expert on mind control. The children are subjected to sexual abuse, sensory deprivation, mind control, psychoactive drugs, extrasensory perception tests and various other tests. Even though the experiment only lasts for a few weeks and the children are eventually released to their parents, they are left seriously damaged well into adulthood, particularly Tommy. He develops a very aggressive and violent sex drive and mysterious outside forces influence him to one day become President of the United States. 

The book alternates between Tommy's perspective and Holtzman’s. Holtzman's chapters present detail by detail what exactly happened to the children during those weeks and the experiments are harrowing. They are prostituted by a pedophiliac soldier. The researchers create mental associations with actions such as putting a fear of death into Tommy if he fails in school. They use hypnosis and subliminal messages to make Beth see ghosts and spirits and brainwash and drug Curtis to the point that he can barely function as an adult. It's hard enough to imagine this treatment on adults but to picture it on children makes it ten times worse.

The experiments make one wonder whether the military and researchers even thought about the long term effects of what they were doing. Okay, they might have created people who could withstand torture or in the case of the book get elected into positions of power but they could just as easily have created people with extreme psychological disorders that might be unable to function within any society. Holtzman does consider these possibilities up to a point becoming a moral center in MKUltra, well sort of.

Holtzman questions some of the ill treatment and the means and motives of his colleagues, particularly those who had ties to the Nazi Party in Germany. However, he still allows the experimentation to happen and monitors the children's progress as though they were lab rats. He is also concerned with outside influences on the children particularly Shoney, an older boy who shows a protective big brotherly streak towards the Matthews children. Shoney becomes their only link to the outside world and the closest thing to a positive parental figure that they have during that time and one would argue even afterwards since their parents are ultimately found wanting. 
Holtzman cares about the children, but is threatened by Shoney’s bond with them.

The impact of the experiments is felt even after the children return to their parents and into their school days. It makes their mark forever and shapes them into adulthood. Tommy in particular is affected by the expectations set on him by his parents and the researchers. The fear of failure equated with death causes him to become an overachiever throughout school and conjure up paranoid delusions about authority figures. He also has very aggressive sexual impulses connected to violent images and news. Energetic fast paced music connects him to his ambitious side and future goals. All of these associations and connections lead to him becoming an ambitious political figure one who will lead, connive, conspire and if that doesn't work destroy everything around him to fulfill his vision.

While Tommy's path is set towards outside ambitions, Beth’s is more set towards the mystical and otherworldly thanks to MKUltra’s tests on remote viewing and astral projection. A literate and creative girl, she became tormented by visions of aliens and ghosts that she sees out of the corner of her eye and very vivid dreams of other worlds. Beth rebels against her parents and in the late 60’s walks the hippy path. She constantly looks to different religions such as Christianity, Occult, and New Age practices for spiritual validation. Her mystical experiences inspire her to become a best selling Science Fiction author and study hypnosis to retrieve her and her brothers’ memories.

Even though Beth and Tommy were traumatized by MKUltra, they are still able to function as adults and carve out something resembling lives of their own despite the ill treatment. They are shaped but not entirely beaten. The same could not be said for Curtis making his story the most traumatic of all. He obtains a fascination for masculine and virile images of superheroes and larger than life performers like John Wayne inspiring him to become an actor and stuntman. However, inside his masculine and virile exterior is a frightened little boy. Of the three siblings, Curtis has the hardest time adjusting to the outside world and is tormented by visual and auditory hallucinations and paranoid violent delusions. He ends up institutionalized under Tommy's care. 

Three children were used, abused, and betrayed and became completely damaged, programmed, disturbed, and ruined as adults. All because of a secret government project that led to decades of distrust, suspicion, violence, and insanity, destroyed many lives, and ultimately proved nothing. 








Monday, September 27, 2021

New Book Alert: The Family Man: Getting Away With Murder by Anna Willett; Efficient and Engaging Psychological Thriller About Cold Unsolved Crimes Finally Becoming Warm and Solved



 New Book Alert: The Family Man: Getting Away With Murder by Anna Willett; Efficient and Engaging Psychological Thriller  About Cold Unsolved Crimes Finally Becoming Warm and Solved

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews


Spoilers: No matter how long ago a crime occurred, there will always be a demand for it to be solved.  A deceased John or Jane Doe finally has a DNA match and is reburied under their real names. A murderer or pedophile who long ago escaped justice is finally held under scrutiny, has their day in court, and victims are finally vindicated. Sometimes it takes many years for a cold case to get warm.


Anna Willett's The Family Man: Getting Away With Murder shows just such a situation. It is an engaging and efficient psychological thriller about the resurrection of a long ago kidnapping and murder case that has been screaming to get a resolution and how that resolution is finally answered.


Married couple, Marcy and Dustin just moved into a new house. While cleaning out the attic, Dustin sees an old VHS tape. The curious couple watch and are horrified by what they see. No it's not a home video of an embarrassing Christmas or a Tommy Wiseau film. It's much worse.

What they see are four people, two men and two women, bound, hooded, and dressed in their underthings. Three of them recite the same lines and the fourth is defiant to her captors. It doesn't matter. The results are the same. The screen goes dark and it doesn't leave much to the imagination as to what happens to them.


Marcy and Dustin turn the VHS into the police. DS Veronika Pope leads the investigation. They immediately find out that the house once belonged to Thomas Malicourt, a deceased businessman with a wife, April, and daughter, Hannah. To all intents and purposes, he was the ideal family man. But this tape opens up another darker side to him, one that is depraved and violent. 

Unfortunately, Malicourt is dead and has been for sometime. But this case is far from over. The four victims are not identified. There is also a good chance that Malicourt had an accomplice that is not identified and is wandering around unchecked and not caught, looking for a new opportunity to feed off their lust. 


The Family Man intensely pits Veronika's courage and dedication to her job against Malicourt's violent tendencies and sociopathic ability to cover his crime even after two decades. 

Veronika is presented as an interesting lead character without her personal life taking over her role of solving this case. She is a single mother of a teenage son. Both she and her son live with her mother who helps look after the boy when Mom is on duty. Being both a police officer and a mother, Veronika feels very strongly about this case especially after the victims are identified and some of them were only a few years older than her son. This protectiveness allows her to focus on the case at hand until it is solved.


The more Veronika and her colleagues peer into Malicourt's private life, the more that they see what a sick sadistic person that he really was and spent much time hiding that depravity behind an unimpeachable good name. It turns out that the name was all that was good about him. 

Besides using DNA, the police have to rely on old articles and reports of missing people in the Perth area. (Interesting fact: this is the second suspense thriller  that I reviewed this year that is set in Perth, the first being Robert News' The Colours of Death: Sgt. Thomas's Casebook.)

They also interview friends,coworkers, and family members of Malicourt and the victims. The quiet unassuming man of their descriptions becomes a violent unrepentant monster the more that his private life is investigated.

Some witnesses and interview subjects are grateful to finally see justice done and receive answers to the disappearance of their loved ones. Some like Malicourt's daughter, Hannah, are openly hostile and don't want to reopen bad memories. Ultimately, it's Hannah and her family that become the catalysts that result in a break in the case. 


The Family Man is the type of book that reminds their Reader that sometimes it takes time, but justice will be met. 


Tuesday, June 2, 2020

New Book Alert: On The Backs of Waves by Chiara Kelly; An Imperfect, but Engulfing Storm of a Psychological Thriller About Child Abduction and Obsession Dead Ahead



New Book Alert: On The Backs of Waves by Chiara Kelly; An Imperfect, But Engulfing Storm of A Psychological Thriller About Child Abduction and Obsession Dead Ahead

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews


Spoilers: On The Backs of Waves by Chiara Kelly has the ingredients of a great summer read: tight suspenseful plot, interesting but not too involved characterization, wealthy upper middle class family caught up in some sort of thriller situation involving kidnapping and mysterious deaths, an unbalanced antagonist with a tragic past, and water imagery lots of water imagery. Like the book expects to be read by a swimming pool or a boat and is providing a visual aid.


The plot begins right after a heinous crime has occurred in which two young children, Luly (short for Tallulah) and Zack Reed have gone missing from their family's marina side home. They went on a sailing trip with their nanny, Laurel Macintosh, their aunt, Sally Conklin and Virgil Reyes, Laurel's friend from the nearby sailing club, and did not return on the scheduled date. Their parents, Miles and Moriah are practically frantic. They put the police, FBI, and Coast Guard on their trail and go over any possible leads.

Their strongest lead is Laurel since she was an expert sailor and often gave the kids lessons. She couldn't have abducted the kids could she? After all, she said that she dreamed of having kids of her own and had been somewhat vague about her past, but she absolutely doted on Zack and Luly. But kidnapping? Sure she once jokingly said that if something happened to Miles and Moriah, she would love to take them in but surely she could not have done it, could she? It's not too long before Laurel becomes Suspect #1.

The rest of the book flashes back to the friction in Miles and Moriah's marriage, their hiring of Laurel, and her obsessive love for the children, her anguished past that led her to make her unfortunate decisions.


On The Backs of Waves is one of those books that delights in giving us multiple first person narratives to give us different views of the same events. That particularly helps with the characterization of Laurel. When Miles and Moriah first meet her serving as a nanny to a nearby family, she seems absolutely perfect. She is great with kids, has a very amiable personality, and it isn't too long before the Reed children hang out with their new neighbors and their nanny and the Reeds wish that she could be their nanny Instead. Once we get into Laurel's head, we learn that while her love for children is never in doubt, her obsessive preoccupation with her biological clock is a telltale sign that all is not well with this woman.


To be fair Kelly is brilliant in writing her characters, most notably Laurel. Certainly The Reeds are the definite victims. It's easy to feel for an anguished couple worried about their babies and Kelly makes their anxiety real and almost insurmountable. Zack and Luly are also very realistic. They have charming character traits like Luly's fascination with the book, Pippi Longstocking and Zack's love of Adventure Time, complete with pet rats named Finn and Jake. The kids go from loving Laurel and thinking of her as a second mother to becoming terrified of her and the situation that she puts them in. The actual abduction is suspenseful and chilling, particularly when Laurel uses some psychological mindgames to win the kids over to her side.


Laurel is a very captivating character. The Reader alternates between liking and understanding her to loathing her. On the one hand, she is masterful and manipulative to get others to side with her such as getting Virgil to go along with her extremely dangerous and highly illegal schemes. Then we see the lost soul that she is, particularly in the heartbreaking flashback when she suffered a near fatal miscarriage and a loveless relationship with an awful man. By the end of the book, we are as uncertain as the characters whether Laurel was a terrible manipulative person who deserves punishment or a sad woman who wanted what she couldn't have at any cost.


There is also plenty of water imagery which adds to the near eascapism in summer reading. Laurel takes the kids sailing and there are plenty of delightful moments of smooth seas and scenic lakefronts. There is also tension when Laurel and the kid's sail to another country as the waters become rougher and more foreboding. The water becomes almost a symbol of the tension between Laurel and The Reeds, calm and idyllic when Laurel acts like the perfect nanny, a Mary Poppins of the 21st century, then storm ridden and catastrophic the more dangerous her motives and actions become.


There are some issues in this book that keep it from being a perfect storm of reading. It stretches credibility a bit that Miles and Moriah would not do a better job of checking for references, beyond her last job. In this day of social media, that is a huge dangling plot hole.
Another is Miles's cyber affair with a former colleague. It is an unnecessary development that ends up abruptly. It seems to serve no purpose, but as a red herring.


I would hardly call On The Backs of Waves smooth sailing, but there are no rough waters ahead. Instead, I will say be prepared for fair but at times choppy waters.