Friday, September 30, 2022

October's List



 October's List


Didn't I say it? Didn't I call it?

Everytime I do something the exact opposite happens afterwards? I read a great book followed by a not so great one. I broke my record with the most reviews in August and had the lowest amount in September!


Anyway, our Cricket WiFi system had given us so much trouble this past month that we finally switched to TMobile. So far so good but alas I am way behind. In fact, this may end up being October and November's list.


Some good reading planned so let's go! 

Along with all of the reviewing, I am also doing a couple of editing and proofreading projects so I am going to be a very busy girl in the next month.


Hot Ash  (An Angela Hardwick Mystery Book 3) by Russ Colchamiro


Moon Deeds (Star Child Saga: One) by Palmer Pickering


Dusk Upon Elysium by Tamel Wino 


Where The Witches Dwell (Everlan Book 1) by Conor Jest


Various Ripples (The Desire Card Book 4) by Lee Matthew Goldberg 


Kaleidoscopic Shades by Dave Neuman


Beyond the Broken Window by Joy Strouse


Racism is Real by Clive Henry


Dead Winner by Kevin G. Chapman 


The Descendants by Destiny Hawkins


Cleopatra's Vendetta by Avanti Centrae


Desire's End (The Desire Card Book 5) by Lee Matthew Goldberg


Life Between Seconds by Douglas Weissman


The Adventures of Ruby Pi and The Geometry Girls by Tom Durwood


The Adventures of Ruby Pi and The Math Girls by Tom Durwood 





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New Book Alert: The Girl With The In-Sight by William P. Mills; Suspenseful and Lovely Urban Fantasy About a Magical Young Girl And Her New Family





 New Book Alert: The Girl With The In-Sight by William P. Mills; Suspenseful and Lovely Urban Fantasy About a Magical Young Girl And Her New Family

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews 



Spoilers: The Girl With The In-Sight by William P. Mills is a suspenseful and lovely modern fantasy novel with plenty of magic. It has a girl with magical abilities but it also reveals the magic of lonely people who get together to become a family.


Mirari Ramirez is a sweet young girl with intuitive and empathic abilities. She is attuned to the feelings and needs of others. She can also see auras and colors floating above other people's heads. However, her abilities can't protect from a dark sinister creature that she dubs the Bloody Dragon who stalks her. Nor can she prevent her mother from being killed.

Terrified, Mirari runs for her life and hides. However, she finds two protectors in  Sharisse, a beautiful nurse and Virgil, a scarred recluse. The three strangers bond together to protect each other from the dark terrifying creatures, learn deeper secrets about Mirari's origins and powers, and become a newfound family by choice.


This book is similar to The Book of Uriel by Elyse Hoffman, Fearghus Academy: October Jewels by I.O. Schaeffer, and The Prophecy Has Begun: Donum by Alexandra Lane about a magical child and their loving protectors. In each one, it shows the child having this marvelous ability and how their parents and guardian accepts and protects this child in their care, even when they don't always understand what they are going through. They are the true definitions of families that accept and unconditionally love each other despite their abnormal behaviors, appearances, thought process, and abilities.


Through his three leads, Mills shows the making of a sweet loving family. Mirari is an adorable bright girl without being overly cutesy or cloying. She has seen poverty and hardship and is well aware of the darkness that surrounds her, both human and demonic. She just chooses to look for the goodness and light within others. She refers to her guardians by nicknames that reveal what she sees in them, "Angel Lady" for Sharisse and "Friendly Monster" for Virgil. She sees better things within them than they see in themselves.


Her guardians are also well written, especially with how their relationship with Mirari helps them with their personal struggles. Because of his appearance, Virgil withdraws from most people, women in particular. He had a misanthropic nature in which he imagined other people hurting as much as he was hurt. All of that changes when he meets Mirari. The girl opens up a loving and paternal side to him. He begins to care for her and others.


Sharisse has problems from the opposite end of the appearance spectrum. She is someone who fits the saying about "beauty being a curse." People dismiss her kind and intelligent nature by seeing her as a vapid pretty face. She is often physically assaulted and believes that it is some sort of punishment for her looks. Mirari and eventually Virgil see the real kindness inside her and see a person who is  beautiful both inside and out.


The family aspect of the book is the strongest part of  though there are some interesting other facets as well. There are some creepy suspenseful scenes against the dark demons after Mirari and the truth to her origins is fascinating.

However, the real magic and insight in the story is the creation of a new loving family.


Tuesday, September 27, 2022

Lit List Short Reviews: Bashert by Larry G. Goldsmith; How to Survive Ghosts, Cats, and Psychopaths: A Delia Sanchez Mystery by Diana K.C. Gill; Spawn of My Error: Eve's Odyssey: A Story of Biblical Eve in Modernity by Griff Johnson

 Lit List Short Reviews Bashert by Larry G. Goldsmith; How to Survive Ghosts Cats and Psychopaths A Delia Sanchez Mystery by Diana K.C. Gill; Spawn of My Error: Eve's Odyssey A Story of Biblical Eve in Modernity by Griff Johnson

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Bashert by Larry G. Goldsmith

Bashert by Larry G. Goldsmith


Larry G. Goldsmith's Bashert is a moving emotional story about a Jewish attorney meeting the love of his life at Woodstock and reconciling his faith with her more traditional family.

The plot begins when attorney, Michael Goldman, attends the famous 1969 outdoor concert where he encounters an 18 year old student named Shira Leifkowitz. It's a sweet tender moment that illustrates the Meet Cute convention in the backdrop of a time period that was considered the embodiment of free spirited and unconventional. 


The chapters of Michael and Shira's romance and early married life are stuffed with the minutae of everyday living in which couples try to navigate their compability and relationships with family and with each other. After a whirlwind romance ends in Shira's pregnancy, Michael proposes to her. The couple get the approval of friends and family, particularly Michael's widowed mother and Shira's orthodox Rabbi father. Goldman's married life starts with the usual struggles of money, conflicting schedules, differing opinions, and early childhood with the birth of their son, Ben. 


The book veers from romance and family drama to a more political novel about the effects of the Cold War on Russian Jewish immigrants. What was a personal story becomes political as Michael's father in law is arrested because of a scandal involving money being illegally distributed to aid immigrants fleeing the Soviet Union. Michael agrees to represent his father-in-law but has to find out some uncomfortable truths about his wife's family and his own views. He finds that people that he was once close to and were held up as unimpeachable pillars of the community have ulterior motives and are taking advantage of people who only wanted a better life for themselves and their families.

Bashert means "spouse" which is how Shira refers to Michael. It almost is a synonym for soulmate. That's what this book has, a lot of soul and a lot of heart.


How To Survive Ghosts, Cats, and Psychopaths: A Delia Sanchez Mystery by Diana K.C. Gill

Diana K.C. Gill's, How to Survive Ghosts, Cats and Psychopaths: A Delia Sanchez Mystery is a fun, entertaining, spooky, and at times moving supernatural mystery.


Former police officer turned mystery author, Delia Sanchez is recovering from the death of her mentally challenged brother. She becomes interested in buying Loring Mansion,  an old house and when other buyers mysteriously drop out leaving her with the best and only offer, she gets it. She learns the mysteries of the mansion when she gets it and all that comes with it, including ownership of two cats, Esmeralda and Zoeth Vander Loring that are the house's true heirs as well as Elise Vander Loring, a human ghost that haunts the place.


This book goes through several emotions. It has some humorous moments particularly between the more skeptical Delia and Dora, Delia's cousin, a believer in the supernatural with a very eccentric psychic on retainer. She also has some cute moments when she adjusts to the very furry real home owners who now have a human servant.


Delia's encounter with the ghost of Elise is terrifying because she has the ability to transform into other people. She changes to someone's late wife or former boyfriend leaving them to fear the familiar person performed by someone unfamiliar.


There is also some real drama and tension that compliments the supernatural elements. Delia still mourns for her deceased family members and strives to protect others including a new friend hiding from her abusive boyfriend.

This book is a fun, scary, and moving good time.




Spawn of My Error: Eve's Odyssey A Story of Biblical Eve in Modernity by Griff Johnson

Griff Johnson's Spawn of My Error: Eve's Odyssey A Story of Biblical Eve in Modernity is an interesting concept which features the Biblical Eve coming to the 21st century and seeing her future progeny for herself. Unfortunately, it is formatted so poorly that it's hard to follow and the great idea gets lost in the writing


Johnson describes Eve as his muse and artistic inspiration. This book is a dialogue heavy short novel in which the Narrator meets the Biblical character. She proves to be a bright and witty character who wants to share her point of view with the world so she befriends the Narrator's girlfriend, a news reporter and her colleague, a traffic reporter. After all, Eve's story has been translated and interpreted by the Bible and its many scholars, mostly men. She feels it's about time that she spoke for herself.


Eve is the highlight of the book. She uses "ME" (Mother Earth)to refer to herself and has a very almost childlike way of expressing herself. ("Just because ME never had a mother doesn't mean you have to fill in as Mr. Mommy to Eve.") She is bright and curious about modern society, everything from fashion to doughnuts. 


Eve also isn't without her criticisms for the modern world. Much of it is focused on the so-called religious right, the people who quote the Bible but withdraw love and charity to the people around them. The people who use God and biblical doctrine as an excuse to justify their prejudice, hatred, and biases. The hypocrites and charlatans who use all the buzz words to attract a gullible audience and believe that God's will is for them to live in tax free prosperity far from the rabble who donate to them.


The book is a brilliant concept and it makes the most of its lead character, however its format and length are difficulties that keep the Reader from experiencing and fully immersing themselves in the book as much as they could. It is all dialogue with no description, no internal thought, and no salutation over who said what. That makes the plot incredibly confusing when with the exception of Eve, everyone else's dialogue is written the same way. It's hard to tell who said what.

Also some incredible things happen throughout the book, such as when Eve and the Narrator disappear into a world called Alternate Eden. This passage would come off so much better with descriptions of Alternate Eden, The Narrator's confusion, and his friends anxieties over where he is and what they witnessed actually meant. Instead, it's just talked about between two characters making the scene somewhat shallow and only to be comprehended on a surface level. If ever a book needed the advice "show don't tell," it's this one.


Eve is a great character and this book could do so much better for her. However, a great idea falters if it doesn't have the writing style to back it up.




Lit List Short Reviews: Creating Abundance and Living Generously by Anne Denys; If Your Mouth Could Talk: An In Depth Guide to Oral Health and Its Impact On Your Entire Lifeby Dr. Kami Hoss; Newton Gritters 1: The Foundation by Eddie Beasley Jr ;




Lit List Short Reviews: Creating Abundance and Living Generously by Anne Denys; If Your Mouth Could Talk: An In Depth Guide to Oral Health and Its Impact On Your Entire Life by Dr. Kami Hoss; Newton Gritters 1: The Foundation by Eddie Beasley Jr 

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews


I apologize for not being active this month.. Our WiFi connection was so bad that we changed providers. Now we're on T-Mobile which seems to be working. So hopefully, I will be more productive.

 Creating Abundance and Living Generously

By Anne Denys


In dark times when scarcity and division are apparent, a book like Anne Denys' Creating Abundance and Living Generously is what is needed. It suggests that a person can get through life by being abundant with kindness and generosity. It opens up topics of collaboration, trust, being in the flow, and giving.


Many of these tips are suggested to make a better, healthier, and happier work and lifestyle. For example, in workplaces where collaboration is key, people are less stressed about losing their jobs, keep away from the flight or fight response, share and brainstorm with peers more willingly, feel at ease and are motivated to come to work.


Denys uses personal examples from her life and others to demonstrate her points. While discussing the idea of flow psychology, she discusses the man who introduced the concept, Mihaly Csiskzentmilhalyi. A former prisoner during WWII, Csiskzentmilhalyi observed much pain and suffering. After the war, he studied the work of Carl Jung and psychology. He became a pioneer on positive psychology and happiness research. He described being in the flow as "being involved in an activity for its own sake."


Denys also writes about her own struggles and how they contributed to her own realization of her self-worth. A childhood with a hardworking father, a spoiled mother, competitive siblings, and constant infighting gave her limited self beliefs. By the time she was in high school, she had the urge to leave and make something of herself. However, she kept having negative critical thoughts. She had to learn where those thoughts came from and how they impacted her life. In writing this book, Denys is helping Readers with their own issues and self doubt as well as her own.




If Your Mouth Could Talk An-In Depth Guide to Oral Health and Its Impact on Your Entire Life by Dr. Kami Hoss


Dr. Kami Hoss' book, If Your Mouth Could Talk An-In Depth Guide to Oral Health and Its Impact on Your Entire Life is a guide to help contribute in giving its readers a lifetime of happy and healthy smiles.

Hoss covers assistance on obtaining good oral health that goes beyond brushing and flossing teeth.


Many of the chapters suggest that Readers look at the whole picture of their health including genetics, upbringing, and physical health that can help and harm how their mouths are treated.

Epigenetics is the study of traits that are inherited through the DNA. Hoss suggests that these traits could affect someone's health including their oral health. For example, Hoss cites studies where people who were obese when they were young end up later with children and grandchildren who could develop shorter and potentially unhealthy lives.


Even different stages throughout a person's life could result in poor dental health. If a mother is pregnant for example, she should not miss a trip to a dentist or orthodontist. Poor oral health could result in conditions like gestational diabetes and preeclampsia as well blockage of airways. These could then lead to ill health for the baby. Hoss also cites various childhood illnesses like tongue-tie which could lead to bigger health problems later.


This book is especially geared towards parents to encourage their children to practice good health habits such as dieting, exercising, making regular dental and medical health check ups, and obtaining a regular sleep schedule. Of course the parents themselves should practice these habits as well to pass those genetic markers and provide a good example so their children can learn by example.


Newton Gritters 1: The Foundation by Eddie Beasley Jr.


Eddie Beasley Jr.'s short novel, Newton Gritters 1: The Foundation, is an all too brief but gripping character study about a young man entering a life of crime and the beginnings of his potential criminal empire.


3 (just the number with no name) is released after a stint in prison. He moved from Baltimore to Canton, Ohio to live with his sister. He tried to go straight with legit jobs such as welding, but the lure and the thrill of danger, big money, and infamous notoriety are too tempting to resist. With his friends, Tboy and Mike, 3 gets involved in drug dealing in Newton. He builds up a tidy sum and a reputation as a criminal leader.

Beasley informs us that 3's empire lasted for ten years and The Foundation is the beginning of this journey.


There isn't very much to the plot of this volume. 3 gets introduced, meets his new friends, they start selling drugs, get betrayed, and have a few near misses with the law. It's the kind of thing that is seen in many crime movies, TV shows, and in real life too. It's not much of a plot in the beginning. Beasley's foreshadowing suggests that there are more exciting things to come.


However, what The Foundation doesn't have in plot, it makes up for in setting and character. The Newton setting is almost a character itself with its residents with eccentric street names and slang terms. For example one character called Homeboy says "Yo! This s#$_'s got me feeling like when Smokey was in the pigeon -coop….This is a for sure money maker (sic)."

Sometimes, it can be a bit difficult to understand what's going on because the slang is a constant presence even in the narration. However, it helps characterize Newton and its people telling readers exactly who they are reading about, where they come from, and what they want.


Characterization is also important in this book, particularly with the main protagonist, 3. It would be tempting to make 3 a naive fool or a hard hearted crook, but Beasley does not do this. He isn't irredeemable nor is he overly soft. He provides a series of rules for himself and his associates to follow, such as selling only to addicts instead of getting first timers addicted, to reveal that he has standards. He is loyal to his friends and while he objectifies women for their bodies, he can show a gentlemanly demeanor with them. 3 knows the score and has a few opportunities to get out and live a legit life. However, his criminal history and the lessons about mistrust that he gleaned from his past convince him that the criminal path is the only one that can provide him with what he thinks that he needs. It would be easier and more lucrative to continue dealing drugs than it would be to take a legit job where people would judge him for his past and appearance. 


The Foundation is an interesting start to what should be a suspenseful, dishonest, but absorbing series. It's criminal how good it is.






Saturday, September 3, 2022

September's Reading List







Wow, August was a personal best for this year! Help me keep it up, Readers and Writers!

September's Reading List


Creating Abundance and Living Generously by Anne Dennis


If Your Mouth Could Talk: An-In Depth Guide to Oral Health and Its Impact on Your Entire Life by Dr. Kami Hoss*


How to Survive Ghosts, Cats, and Psychopaths: A Delia Sanchez Mystery by Diana K.C. Gill*


Newton Gritters 1: The Foundation by Eddie Beasley Jr.*


The Girl With In-Sight by William P. Mills


Hot Ash  (An Angela Hardwick Mystery Book 3) by Russ Colchamiro


Spawn of My Error: A Short Novel About The Biblical Eve in Modernity by Griff Johnson


Moon Deeds (Star Child Saga: One) by Palmer Pickering


Dusk Upon Elysium by Tamel Wino 


Bashert by Larry G. Goldsmith*


Where The Witches Dwell (Everlan Book 1) by Conor Jest


Various Ripples (The Desire Card Book 4) by Lee Matthew Goldberg 


Kaleidoscopic Shades by Dave Neuman


If  you have a book that you would like me to review, beta read, edit, proofread, or write, please contact me at the following:



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Beta Read: $15-20.0


Review: $25-35.00**


Copy/Content Edit: $75-300.00


Proofread: $75-300.00


Research & Citation: $100-400.00


Ghostwrite/Co-Write:$100-400.00


*These are books reviewed for Online Book Club and will not be featured on my blog, only on Amazon, Goodreads, and OBC's site. 


**Exceptions are books provided by Henry Roi PR, Coffee and Thorn Book Group, BookTasters, Reedsy, Online Book Club, and other noted book groups 


Payments can be made to my PayPal account at juliesaraporter@gmail.com


Well that's it. Thanks and as always, Happy Reading.














 

New Book Alert: SexyQuad Chronicles: The Life and Times of A Salacious Quadriplegic by Luke Stewart; Funny Salacious Autobiography About Disability, Sex, Love, and Regret




New Book Alert: SexyQuad Chronicles: The Life and Times of A Salacious Quadriplegic by Luke Stewart; Funny Salacious Autobiography About Disability, Sex, Love, and Regret

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews


Warning: This review speaks openly and frankly about sexuality.

Read at your own discretion.


When it comes to autobiographies about disabilities, they often fall in two categories. The first is meant to be inspirational. The author even was born with disability or acquires one. They struggle with daily activities, other's taunts, and their own limitations. They also have a big goal like climbing Mt. Everest, starting their own business, publishing their scientific theories and winning the Nobel, or even just inspiring other people with their stories. The point of these type of books are meant to move people and to marvel about how the protagonist triumphed over adversity. "If they can do it, then I can do it too," is what they might think.

The second type is less inspirational and more realistic. They often focus on the day to day struggles and the simple pleasures. The tone is less uplifting and can be sardonic, honest, and sometimes even funny. The goals when they are present can be minor but no less important. Sometimes it involves getting into a relationship, graduating college, or simply just getting through a day without struggling. In some ways those too can be inspirational. "Life can be difficult, but it can be good too," is what a Reader might think.


Luke Stewart's autobiography, SexyQuad Chronicles The Life and Times of A Salacious Quadriplegic is the second type of book. It involves Stewart, who became quadriplegic after a vehicular accident. While he goes through the tasks of living and working alongside caregivers, going to college, and finding work. He had one specific goal in mind. The same goal that many men have, disabled or not: to have plenty of sex. The book isn't just about Stewart's disabilities. It's a sharp funny book about his relationships with women, his frequent sex life, and the lessons that he learned along the way.


In 1989, while in high school, Stewart returned from a burger diner when he and a friend got involved in in a car accident. The accident left Stewart quadriplegic. Retaining the sharp sardonic humor in describing one of the biggest turning points of his life, Stewart reported apropos of nothing that he never finished eating his burger. In 2015, he finally returned to the diner and found "the food wasn't that great."


While Stewart describes some very traumatic moments, he does so in a realistic way that is matter of fact. He describes suffering paralysis in all four limbs and a broken neck. He also wrote about his various hospital stays and surgeries many of which caused more pain and discomfort. 

He also describes the impact that the accident had on his sexual organs. Being an at the time teenage boy, he was concerned about his constant erecetions and what they ahem revealed. "My little guy is a grower not a shower and of average size," Stewart said.


Sex is a continuous theme in this book. Stewart describes his many love affairs and relationships in a way that is very upfront and sordid but not misogynistic or abusive. Stewart was involved with many women and makes no secret about that. 

He writes that he was aware of the difficulties of maintaining a relationship with someone in his condition. He had limited physical mobility and required assistance for daily activities. The women that he was with could inundate him with questions or overcompensate by doing too much for him, acting more like caregivers than lovers. Of course, many observers could possibly make the pair uncomfortable with stares and condescending admiration. "I get it, I'm different," Stewart said sarcastically.


As with many straight guys, when Stewart began the dating scene, he wasn't concerned about having long term relationships as he was concerned about getting some. He thought of something to say that would ease concerns as well as serve as a pick up line for any prospects. He explained that he could feel his whole body but he couldn''t move much. When the potential date asks whether he can feel anything, Stewart then said that "(He) was incomplete, but felt touch. The pleasure is wonderful but the pain unbearable." Then he added, that he's lucky he can still has sex. 

Stewart candidly admits that he was a player but he rationaled, "In my shoes-that somebody has to put on for me- you do what you have to do. People could think what they liked but I had needs and tried to fill them as much as possible."


Stewart's relationships were exercises in differing personalities, disagreements, issues with commitment, and their insecurities and his own ego. One relationship ended because she "wanted to be wanted" and fell in love with a woman. Another couldn't balance her emotional needs with his physical ones. A married woman returned to her husband.

He met two different women on Craigslist. The sexual chemistry fizzled out on one before she decided that they should just remain friends. He hooked up with another even though he didn't "fancy her." 


By far the two most complicated troubling relationships cost Stewart a lot more than the loss of a sexual good time or potential girlfriend. As an instructor in a Psychology for Disability course, he had an affair with a student. Despite the concerns about violating campus rules, the affair ended quickly and he emerged unscathed for now.

 Unfortunately, the ramifications were felt later after he met another woman and told her about his former lovers including the student. After they broke up, she reported his student affair to the campus costing him his job.


 Each bad relationship carried with it a lesson to be learned and a means for Stewart to understand how he felt about other people and himself. After he lost his job, Stewart evaluated his past behavior. What kept him from being a completely reprehensible person was that he regretted that he was with so many women and quickly discarded them. That he was as much to blame for the end of the relationships as they were.

That "can feel pleasure" line was just that. A line. In thinking that he was doing something courageous by living for just sex and proving that he could have sex despite his disability, he was hurting many including himself. After this understanding, Stewart vowed to become a better person considering love and emotion as well as sexual chemistry. 


SexyQuad Chronicles is a salacious, frank, funny, and very honest book that shows that the greatest triumph that a disabled person, that any person, could make is to be truly honest with themselves. Then they could grow as someone who could be a better friend, lover, and person.


Thursday, September 1, 2022

Weekly Reader: Towards That Which is Beautiful by Marian O'Shea Wernicke; Beautiful Spiritual Novel About The Different Ways to Serve Others and Share Faith





 Weekly Reader: Toward That Which is Beautiful by Marian O'Shea Wernicke; Beautiful Spiritual Novel About The Different Ways to Serve Others and Share Faith

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews


Spoilers: The title of  Marian O'Shea Wernicke's novel, Toward That Which is Beautiful lives up to its name. Actually, it can't be heading towards what is beautiful when the whole book is beautiful. It's a beautiful spiritual journey about a nun contemplating her vows and learning what it truly means to serve her God and helping others and herself.


When we first meet Sister Mary Katherine, she is fleeing a convent in Santa Catalina, Peru as though running away. She is leaving her convent and her duties as a nun behind. Tellingly while others call her Sister or "madrecita," the third person narrator refers to her as Kate. This little reveal already shows that Kate is a woman going through internal conflicts between her vocation as a nun and her feelings as a woman.


As Kate escapes, temporarily seeking asylum in the home of Peter Grinnell, an anthropologist, we are given flashbacks to Kate's life in St. Louis, Missouri, her calling, and work in the convent. It also introduces us to Father Tom Lynch, a handsome priest from Ireland and among the many reasons that caused Kate to question her faith and get out of town.


The most remarkable aspects of this book are Wernicke's attention to setting and character. I am from the St. Louis area and I love books that are set there that go into great detail about the city. Kate attended school in University City and college at St. Louis University. One of my personal favorite passages is when Wernicke described a date in which she and a boyfriend visited Forest Park and the Muny, the outdoor summer theater in Forest Park which actually has limited free seating for audience members. Going to the Muny is an annual summer tradition for many, including myself, and it's fun to relive it in fiction.


Peru itself is described in all of its natural beauty and struggles. The mountains in which newcomers suffer altitude sickness because of the high elevation are present. There is also the presence of the country's many problems such as poverty and political strife. The conflicts are revealed by the many locals who take coca to soothe their hunger and make them forget their troubles. 


Probably, the most beautiful setting is the one which gave the book its title. During her escape, Kate visits Achirana, a canal that brings fresh water from the highlands to the desert area around Ica in Peru. According to legend, it was created because the Incan ruler, Pachacutec, fell in love with a woman from Ica. She first spurned his advances but when he promised to do any favor for her, she told him to build a canal that would bring water to the Ican desert. Achirana literally means "that which flows cleanly toward that which is beautiful." 


Achirana is a perfect metaphor for Kate and her struggles with her faith and responsibilities. Like the woman in the story, she wants to create beauty around her by helping others. However, while the woman in the story is able to help others with the gift of water, she is also satisfying her personal self as well. She decides to marry a man who by honoring his promise also shows his dedication to others.  She can balance both her responsibility to her kingdom and to herself.


Kate unfortunately struggles with that dilemma, even before she falls in love with Father Tom. While in her novitiate training, Kate weighs what she likes about being in the convent with what she doesn't. She enjoys the fellowship with the other nuns and the spiritual closeness to God during Mass. But she questions many of the stricter policies such as silence and whether retaining a life of solitude is something for her.


This doubt continues during her time in Peru. She teaches English to the young people but wonders if her lessons are enough since she speaks little Spanish and almost none of Aymara, the indigenous language. She wonders if teaching the students a new language and bringing them closer to God through good works is enough when their bellies are empty, addiction is plentiful, leaders change because of political infighting, and their futures will be one filled with hard work, poverty, and hardship. 


She isn't the only one who feels this way. The convent forbids the nuns and priests from becoming involved with local politics but people like Father Tom do. He takes Kate among the Aymara to see what life is like outside of the convent. He is very knowledgeable about Peru's political situation and is in favor of revolutionaries who want to take the country back. This commitment to caring for locals beyond their spiritual salvation is a draw to Kate. 


Kate also has to struggle with her personal and emotional sides as well. One of the nuns leaves before she does and Kate finds that she left to get married. Her feelings towards Father Tom increase especially after she reads a love letter meant for her. The two don't do more than kiss, but the connection is enough to increase Kate's doubts.


While the romance between Kate and Tom is a factor, it is important to remember that it is not the only, or even the main reason for Kate's escape. Yes, Father Tom is the catalyst but she had issues with her convent life before she ever met him. 

Ironically, it is during her escape is when she feels the strongest connection to spirituality.

Outside of the convent walls, she meets various locals, vacationers, academics, revolutionaries, and other people. She also sees the natural beauty around her. Here is where she feels God's love in the water, trees, mountains, in kind loving people, in lovers, and children. He doesn't just exist behind walls.


Kate wonders if the secluded life of a nun is enough. Is she running towards a life with God or running away from life? In being a nun, is she only promoting her religion and not actually helping anyone? Are there other ways to serve God while holding to the important values without denying one's own pleasure? Can she live a life for others, develop friendships and relationships, and still maintain a spiritual nature? 


Toward That Which is Beautiful is about the journey that someone takes when they believe that they know what their spiritual path should be. They then realize that path could change and that they could find personal happiness and still feel close to their faith. In fact, finding the right path can be the most beautiful and spiritually filling act of all.