Weekly Reader: Satan’s Fan Club by Mark Kirkbride; Thriller Looks Into The Darkest Sides of Humanity

 

Weekly Reader: Satan’s Fan Club by Mark Kirkbride; Thriller Looks Into The Darkest Sides of Humanity

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Spoilers: Well we saw The Devil take a holiday off in A Festive Juxtaposition, now let's see what his biggest fans are doing. Well sort of.

Mark Kirkbride’s Satan's Fan Club is a disturbing intriguing psychological thriller which explores the darkest sides of human nature, the secret desires that we don't want anyone to know about, and the people who are willing to let those secrets come forward.

James Glavier is a young man who is invited to join a secret society known as Satan's Fan Club. The entrance fee is a very simple one. He has to commit a crime that is very personal to him and he has to kill someone important to him. It's not like James is a law abiding do-gooding citizen anyway. He is sexually attracted to his twin sister, Louise and the two live an isolated suffocating existence with each other as their only companion. James also sees darkness around him as his father is attracted to the au pair, Riika. Not to mention there is a serial killer on the loose and his victims are found awfully close to the Glavier household.

This is one of those types of books where it's hard to root for anyone because everyone is so reprehensible in some way. Satan's Fan Club did not have to do a whole lot to make these characters explore their dark side since they were pretty deplorable to begin with. They just pushed them along the path that they already took the first step on.

James and Louise’s relationship is one that is born out of toxicity and mutual abuse. They isolate each other from the world around them and are extraordinarily possessive of each other. They know that if found out, their affair could be catastrophic but they don't care. If anything, it excites them even more because it's dangerous and forbidden. It seems to be born from a selfish need to be the only one in each other's life and to live recklessly rather than any type of real affection.

Their parents are just as bad. Their dim mother seems to turn a blind eye to their affection or is easily deceived. It's only later that we discover that her naivete is a front for hiding her own jealous and duplicitous nature. She only reveals what she knows when it serves her best interest.

Their father is someone who talks a good game about religion but does not follow his own standards. He behaves like a regular church goer by quoting the Bible, doing good works, and acting like a pillar of the community. That's what people see on the outside. Inwardly, however, he is a philanderer who barely hides his affair with Riika. He has a violent temper when things don't go his way or something counters his religious beliefs. He is a hypocrite of the highest order.

The Glavier family is so unlikeable that at one point their young daughter shows some violent tendencies suggesting that she too will end up like everyone else.

The final chapters are dripped in irony as the consequences of the characters’ actions are called forward and secrets are revealed. Even the true identity of Satan's Fan Club and its members are called into question as the characters discover too late that this is one club where the membership cost is too high.

New Book Alert: Third Wheel by Richard R. Becker; Nostalgic High School Memories Turn Dark and Disturbing

 

New Book Alert: Third Wheel by Richard R. Becker; Nostalgic High School Memories Turn Dark and Disturbing

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Spoilers: Richard R. Becker’s previous book, 50 States, was an ambitious and ultimately successful endeavor in which he wrote an anthology of fifty stories that were set in each state. His drive to capture the setting, dialect, and character of each state and its residents was perfection beyond comparison.

Becker's next work, Third Wheel, is a bit less ambitious but still a brilliant work. It begins as a nostalgia piece of 80’s kids living their best days during a time of music videos, shopping malls, and Dungeons and Dragons. Instead it becomes a much darker and grittier tale involving greed, corruption, violence, and murder.

In 1982, teenager Brady Wilkins moved with his family from the Midwest to suburban Las Vegas. Brady feels out of place in Party Town and joins a group of friends including older boys, Mick and Brett in playing Dungeons and Dragons. After Brett moves away, Mick draws in another kid, Alex, into their inner circle. Unfortunately, Alex's interests lie less in the realms of fantasy with paladins, clerics, thieves, and wizards and more in the real world of gangsters, dealers, addicts, and criminals. Alex becomes involved in drug dealing and then gets his friends into the scheme. Suddenly, Brady finds his close network of friends are not the people that he thought they were.

The book is a definite change of tone. It begins light-hearted with a strong tinge of nostalgia. I actually lived in Las Vegas from 1989-90 (while my father worked at Nellis Air Force Base. Yes, that Nellis, conspiracy buffs!) so it's actually very easy for me to picture the setting and time period. 

The first few chapters seem to imply a fun romp with high school hijinks and plenty of details to remind any 80’s kid. If you were a D&D player, the references and descriptions of game play will be fun to read through. 

We also see the wild parties when the parents are gone. When underage drinking and drug taking flows freely, the hook ups are plentiful, the cops are a phone call away, and someone's parent arrives at literally the worst moment. It's a tried and true staple of any coming of age story particularly one set during the rad consumerist spoiled spirit of the 80’s.

Brady is the typical kid who is on the outside of this group. He enjoys the D&D games and the parties but he's on the outer fringes of the in crowd. He sees other kids acting more daring and wilder than he does. He is often just the hanger on and after thought, the one that the cooler kids “forget” to pass the joint to and probably think he should just stay home. He isn't geeky enough to be a nerd and not wild enough to be a stoner. Brady's just there.

During these early chapters, there are hints of a dark undercurrent because of Alex. During the D&D games, he declared that fantasy games are stupid and knows where they can have some real fun. Then he starts lecturing them about Church of Satan founder, Anton LaVey more to shock his friends than actually following any of LaVey’s teachings. At the parties, he gives his friends hard drugs instead of the usual pot almost as if testing the effects on them. He then gets Brady and Mick into drug dealing to the point that when Brett returns to the group, he barely recognizes his old friends.

Once the drug dealing and criminal activity becomes prominent, lighthearted nostalgia ends. Third Wheel becomes a dark gritty crime drama. What was once fun and games and a way to relieve boredom becomes a means to get money, respect, and to survive.

Brady falls into Alex’s world feet first. At first, it's exciting and shakes up his world but the more he falls in, the more he loses parts of himself-friends, love interests, family, and parts of his identity. 

There is a point in the book where the dark undercurrents become overcurrents. Violence ensues and everything that Brady once did, thought, and believed is called into question. He is left to face the real consequences of what a life can bring and how much he stands to lose.

Third Wheel takes different tones and does both well. It's a comparatively smaller work than 50 States but no less brilliant and powerful.

New Book Alert: A Festive Juxtaposition by Paul R. Stanton; The Devil Takes a Holiday (So Do Formatting and Editing)

 New Book Alert: A Festive Juxtaposition by Paul R. Stanton; The Devil Takes a Holiday (So Do Formatting and Editing)

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Spoilers: Come on, even Satan can’t be the Odious Spinner of Lies, Prince of the Power of the Air, Leader of All That is Evil, Tempter, Ruler of Hell, and King of the Bottomless Pit forever. Every once in a while the Dude from Down Under (not Australia) needs to take a break and why not during the Christmas season?  In Paul R. Stanton’s dark comedic satire, A Festive Juxtaposition, that is exactly what he does. This book is a brilliant concept and idea that is mostly carried out rather well, but is unfortunately hampered by bad formatting and some technical issues that could have been resolved with better editing and proofreading. 

The Devil materializes out of thin air at 6:27 PM Greenwich Mean Time at Charing Cross Station. He forgoes the usual pitchfork, cape, horns, red skin, cloven hoofs, and scent of sulfur effect. Instead he takes the name Nick and opts to dress like a normal  Londoner: nice suit, quiet demeanor, unassuming behavior, the guy you might say hello to but then forget about a few minutes later. Since this is his time off, he just intends to enjoy a holiday stroll while actually (gasp) doing good for some desperate Londerners and punishing a few bad ones.  He gets involved in the lives of those that he calls “The Dispossessed” and changes their lives in many ways. It’s sort of like Touched By A Devil (minus the unfortunate implications of the title). 

Stanton has a gift for darkly comic writing that questions the Reader’s assumptions about religion, God, the Devil, and the concepts of good and evil. In some ways, A Festive Juxtaposition is very similar to Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett with its all too human demonic protagonist and its biting commentary on religion. The Devil is written very similarly to Crowley, the demon from Good Omens. He is a very slick sardonic figure who has grown to like humanity to the point of actually wanting to help them out of the messes in which they are in. In fact, he even challenges the remoteness of God by wondering how a seemingly loving deity can be standoffish towards the people that he created and not doing anything to help them on Earth. After all, the Devil may be (incredibly and completely) flawed but at least he’s there. He sees the suffering and tries his best (and admittedly worst) to provide some form of aid and comfort. 

The Dispossessed are the usual grab bag of city dwellers from all walks of life and all in need of some help or a sympathetic ear towards their problems: addicts, the lovelorn, mentally ill, the suicidal, career criminals, people who are doubting their faiths and beliefs. These are people who are in need of help right away and help comes from the strangest of sources. 

The formula from each story is the saame. A human is in some kind of trouble or desperately needs something. They meet a strange man who seems to know more about themselves than they do. He assists or offers them advice on their particular predicament, sometimes providing the means for the solution. The person is left trying to decide whether to take that offer. The epilogue then catches up to that person to say whether they  took the initiative and how it changed their lives for better or worse. 

There's Nigel, a young stubborn runaway whom the Devil has to use some tough love and all caps to get him to go home to his parents and make him realize that whatever disagreement that he has with his pater and mater familias can't be as bad as sleeping on the streets and dying from hypothermia. 

Nick also helps May, another young runaway, by posing as a private detective who had been hired by May’s parents. He even presents letters from her mother and stepfather to complete the effect.

There's Old Meg, a former prostitute who has lost her looks and charisma. She also seems to recognize “Nick” but it is purposely open for debate whether she knows that he's the Devil, thinks he's a former client, or doesn't really recognize him at all and just thinks that she does. Either way, Nick is enough of a gentleman to send her to better surroundings.

The Professor is a former academic whose career was ruined by a sex scandal and has fallen into the bottle ever since. He gets into an intellectual debate with the Horned One over the existence of God and source of Creation before he receives a potential answer to his crisis.

Nick isn't there just to help others. He's also there to mete out punishment to those with evil intent and do not have the excuse of saying “the Devil made them do it.” People like Ed, Barry, and Razors, a trio that like to rob and harm others just for the lulz. They realize too late that robbing the Devil is not a good idea. In one of the darkest and most humorous dialogues in the book, after the trio ask who the Devil Nick is, he gives a sinister grin and tells them to turn their question into a declaration, reverse “are” and “you,”  put them at the head of the sentence, drop “who,” and then they will have their answer.

Next on Nick's Nice List are Lucy and Dominic, a pair of addicts who desperately need to get Dominic to a hospital. Nick helps them while putting Laz, a soulless career criminal with a penchant for hallucinogens and taking advantage of the troubled couple, on his Naughty List.

Miriam is a domestic abuse survivor who is in the process of getting herself and her beloved dog Tigger evicted. Maybe, that mysterious slightly demonic representative from her husband's law firm can help. Unfortunately, the news is not what Miriam suspected and may only make her life worse.

While Nick spends much time with the impoverished, even the more economically advantaged need diabolical intervention. His latest mortal is Michael Asquith, a well dressed man caught up in a conundrum. He is engaged but during a night of drunkenness, he had an affair and now is debating whether to tell his fiancee and end the engagement or live a lie. All of this is figured out by the Devil’s talent for deductive reasoning. (Sherlock Holmes had to learn it from somebody. Why not the Prince of well not Darkness but slightly Charcoal Gray?)

To prove that the Devil can be a good sport, he even lends a claw to a member of the Rival team by helping Rev. Adrian Noble. Noble’s church has been closed, left desolate, and is in the process of renovation. His church is low on funding and parishioners and Noble is hovering towards despair and doubts in his faith. Even the Devil is willing to forego an ancient rivalry to help a truly good man.

After messing with time travel and getting the better of a DoomSayer on the street, Nick encounters the final Dispossessed: Peggy, an anxious sad woman. Posing as a police officer, Nick questions her about her possible involvement in the death of a young woman. Peggy is confused and frightened about this line of questioning, but it becomes clear that this conversation is more personal than she thought.

14 lost souls. 14 lonely people in dire need of help and some lessons that they need to learn. Help comes in the form of a devil of an aid. 

This book is a wonderful concept and weaves the various diverse characters with the Devil making the book a fascinating ensemble. However, what could be a perfect work is seriously hampered by poor editing and formatting. Words are spelled differently sometimes within a few paragraphs. Passive voice is used over active voice and creates too many filler words (“had seen” instead of “saw.”) 

The worst issue is the formatting. The text is pushed upwards right underneath the cover, putting the pages out of order from the table of contents. There are little sprigs of holly that were probably intended to be paragraph breaks but some of them are inserted in the middle of sentences and even words. This makes the narrative visually confusing and deters from an otherwise potentially great story.

A Festive Juxtaposition is mechanically flawed, but the concept and themes are brilliant and challenges what we think that we know about God, The Devil, Good, Evil, and Mankind.

Weekly Reader: My Queen My Love: A Novel of Henrietta Maria (The Henrietta of France Trilogy Book One) by Elena Maria Vidal; Queenly Elegant Historical Fiction About The Rocky Marriage of Queen Henrietta Maria of France and King Charles I of England

 

Weekly Reader: My Queen My Love: A Novel of Henrietta Maria (The Henrietta of France Trilogy Book One) by Elena Maria Vidal; Queenly Elegant Historical Fiction About The Rocky Marriage of Queen Henrietta Maria of France and King Charles I of England

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Spoilers: If Royal couples don't have enough stress, being Royals in a time of great change can be the worst. Take for example King Charles I and Queen Henrietta Maria. Because of religious turmoil and many who challenged Charles's belief in the Divine Right of Kings, England was embroiled in a civil war which ended in the abdication and beheading of Charles and the creation of the Commonwealth of England led by Oliver Cromwell.

As with many conflicts, the English Civil War was one of a long string of conflicts that carried throughout history. In this case, much of it carried over from the religious schism of whether England would be Protestant or Catholic. The marriage between Charles and his French wife, Henrietta Maria only added to the conflict because many were suspicious of the ardently Catholic Queen.

Elena Maria Vidal's novel, My Queen My Love: A Novel of Henrietta Maria, the first book in the Henrietta of Trilogy tells of this tumultuous history through the perspective of Queen Henrietta Maria. This book covers her early years as a young princess being molded by her powerful mother, Marie de Medici on how to use her own power even if she has to marry into it. Her marriage to Charles is arranged but grows into a love match. Unfortunately one person is standing in Henrietta Maria's way, George Villiers, Duke of Buckingham, Charles's advisor and also the advisor and best friend (and possible lover) of Charles's father, King James I. Villiers is a conniving social climber and will be a sworn match against the strong willed Queen.

It becomes apparent that this book is a chess match between Henrietta Maria and the Duke of Buckingham. We don't even get to the English Civil War yet (Considering this series is supposed to be a trilogy, that is literally a Future Charles and Henrietta Maria problem).

These are two characters with differing religions, ideologies, and views but both have the love and ear of the King in common.

Henrietta Maria is strengthened by two very important assets: The legacy of her maternal family the Medicis and her Catholic religion. With her mother's name practically being a byword for power, influence, and playing the game of leadership, Henrietta Maria is well trained in the art of court intrigue. She had already been warned about Buckingham’s influence so she is on the lookout for corruption and deceit. Being a Medici, she is able to grant that influence for herself as well. When Buckingham tries to convince Charles to get rid of her French allies, Henrietta Maria is able to play the loving wife card and keep them. It helps that their marriage is a loving one  and Charles relies on his wife for support and advice. Her French courtiers are extremely loyal to her and are able to spy and report on the ever changing tide of English loyalty towards their new queen. 

Henrietta Maria's faith  becomes a bond of contention in her adopted country through no technical fault of her own. It's clear that even after a century has passed since Henry VIII’s reign, England still hasn't recovered from the religious split that occurred within the lifetimes of Henry, Mary, Elizabeth, and James. When faiths change based on the whims and loyalties of a country's leader, instability is bound to occur when some are desperate to cling to the Catholic Church, others to the Protestant, and others to the newer sects of Anglicanism and Puritanism. (It doesn't help that while the Anglican church was meant to be created as a compromise between the Catholic and Protestant churches, there were still plenty of questions regarding doctrine, practices, how much of each religion is permitted, and whether conversion is necessary.)

For the Catholic believers, Henrietta Maria presents them with a voice that they haven't had for some time and representation that had been lost. For the Protestants and other sects, Henrietta Maria is a dangerous interloper and a compelling reason that the Crown is out of touch and has lost its way. 

Henrietta Maria herself is devout and her religion eases her during a period of stress and adjustment. While being Queen, she seeks solace from her faith and its rituals and iconography. If it makes her an enemy in other’s eyes, then so be it. 

Meanwhile on the other side of this conflict is Buckingham. Once the confidant of Charles's father, James, Buckingham acts as a surrogate brother and best friend to the king by guiding him through insecurities and anxieties about his role. Unlike Henrietta Maria’s familial and religious connections, Buckingham is motivated by ambition and his own placement within the court. He is someone who isn't above throwing a former ally or Charles's wife under the carriage to get his way. He is an upwardly mobile schemer who will claw and connive to hold onto what power he has and to obtain more.

Buckingham shows a loyal and protective side towards Charles even engaging in masquerades and adventures with Charles while he was still a prince. It's clear that his love for James transformed into love for Charles and he sees himself as a guide to the young king whom he still thinks of as a kid. However, his influence in court has grown complacent between the two generations. What he had with James cannot be duplicated with his son and in some ways, he knows it too. That's why he's so desperate to hold onto what he has and sees Henrietta Maria as a threat. His security and placement with Charles's father is now taken by Charles's wife and he does not like that.Buckingham really underestimates who he is dealing with and unfortunately finds out too late.

My Queen My Love is a very regal look at palace intrigue and the love and loyalties of the monarchs and those around them. It begins with a chess match between two individuals and eventually escalates into a dangerous war for the entire country.

Lit List LitPick Book Reviews

 Lit List: LitPick Book Reviews

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

It's no secret that I have been incredibly busy this year working on other projects. When I haven't been   reading and reviewing books for the   Bookworm Reviews, I have been editing,   summarizing, and reviewing books for   other sources. I would like to highlight some of those other sources.                                                                                                            

Here is a brief summary and review for the books that I have reviewed for LitPick Book Reviews site. Because of restrictions, I cannot post the full reviews here so I am just posting brief summaries and reviews

The Cuban Gambit by Jay Perin 

The third volume in this series. It involves the powerful, wealthy, and ruthless Shepherd, Barrons, and Kingsley Families who in the wake of their defeat of archenemy, Jared Sanders find themselves embroiled in corporate takeovers, extramarital affairs, kidnapping, scandals and plenty of drama.

This wide encompassing series features a wide variety of multifaceted characters with various goals and motives. There is enough glitz and glamor to put an 80's night time soap opera to shame and enough intergenerational conflict, high stakes, and deep characterization of a Shakespearean Tragedy. It reveals the inner personal struggles of various public figures with all of their conniving schemes and on rare occasions their empathetic warmth.

The Devil's Calling by Michael Kelley

Academic couple Sean McQueen and M Edens are adjusting to a new life together with their children and their recently established all-female college. Unfortunately, a new AI program and some messages from a previous enemy reawakens old fears and grudges as M is about to go on a lecture tour.

This book is awash in both science and spirit to make a technological and metaphysical masterpiece. Sean and M take different views but are able to bridge those views into something that combines the best of both worlds.

They are aided by a brilliantly written circle of friends and family and a deep abiding love for each other. This allows them to overcome every struggle and work together when it comes to a dramatic confrontation against an old enemy

Art Imitating Life by Claire Merchant

After a devastating breakup, Paige Stewart and her friends Liam and Nathaniel (the latter of whom has a crush on Paige) find themselves in a parallel universe. In the fantasy kingdom of Avellithia, the trio must play the parts of Sage the Sorceress, Nathaniel the Rogue, and Liam the Archer to fight an approaching army. Along the way, they discover counterparts of everyone they know and get involved in various romantic engagements.

The parallel universe of Avellithia is very interesting and well written. Unfortunately, it's buried under too much Teen Romance. The love shapes among Paige, Nathaniel, and other characters takes precedence over the potential magic, fantastic elements, and conflicts among kingdoms. The results end up becoming boring and cliche. Because of the focus on Romance over Fantasy, there are some fascinating touches that are introduced but not brought to their fullest fruition.

The Music Within Your Heart by Isaac Samuel Miller 

Songwriter, Sophia looks back on her troubled life. She comes from a dysfunctional background with a mentally ill mother, a father with a secret life, and a brother who was murdered in a hate crime. She is surrounded by racism as she attends college and tries to earn a living as a singer. She also ends up being caught between Sammy, the white son of a racist and Kyle, a charismatic African-American musician.

This is a brilliant character study of Sophia looking back on her hard life to see what went wrong and right. Her journey is both heart wrenching and heartwarming. Many of the more racist elements make for suspenseful and tense moments as Sophia doubts even the seemingly good people around her. She also navigates through her romances with grit and determination as she and Sammy have their ups and downs while Kyle proves to be a charming and engaging presence before he comes to an untimely end.

Weekly Reader: The Protrectress by Ayura Ayira; Erotic Power Play Between Demigoddess and Mortal Is Sultry, Sexy, and Surprisingly Sweet

 

Weekly Reader: The Protrectress by Ayura Ayira; Erotic Power Play Between Demigoddess and Mortal Is Sultry, Sexy, and Surprisingly Sweet

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

Spoilers: Erotic Fiction often consists of sexual power play between two or several parties. It often is a one on one battle in which the characters use their most basic weapons of their body and sexuality to score against their rival turned lover. Their attraction towards each other is delayed until the end when the struggle is over and the lovers are separated or move their relationship from the sexual to the emotional.

The Protectress by Ayura Ayira is one such example. It's an erotic novel which is actually a power play between a demigoddess and a mortal man that is sultry and sexy, but ends up being surprisingly sweet.

Tilelli, the Protectress of the Golden Kingdoms, is at war against invading armies that would turn her beloved kingdom into a dystopia. She is a leader and inspiration for her people and is destined to lead them to a new future. If she is removed, all is lost. During a strategic attack when she and her army claim victory only to find themselves retaliated by their cunning enemies, Tilelli is left unguarded and unarmied. Left alone, she is rescued by Bashir, a seemingly loyal stranger. It turns out Bashir is hardly a convenient knight-errant in the right place at the right time. In fact, Bashir is an opportunist who seizes a golden opportunity for himself when he makes the Protectress his prisoner and tries to make her his sex slave.

Tilelli is a woman of great strength and power, one whom Bashir severely underestimates. He is of the limited opinion that being a woman and royalty that she will be easy to break. He clearly does not know her. Bashir may have pined for and grown obsessed with her, but he will have a difficult time getting her to submit. She is clearly the dominant presence in the story despite her captivity. 

Bashir puts Tilelli on edge. He alternates between being charming and being brutal. He has long lusted after Tilelli and until she practically fell into his vicinity. He uses his masculinity to bring her down to his level. But what turns her on is not sexuality, but his humanity.

As expected with erotic fiction, the sex scenes are plentiful and passionate. The characters' sexualities are used as weapons against each other. Each scene is like a small battle or challenge between them where one is a victor only to be the loser next time. It is a passionate dance with no clear winner except each other.

Normally, I am not a fan of erotic fiction where one character kidnaps another and forces them into bondage sexual situation (I mean how consensual can it be if one of the parties is forced into it?) However, in this situation because the two characters are equals in temperament and control one, is not wholly dominating over the other. It's more of a competition between two strong minded individuals trying to bring each other down and then find that they enjoy the conflict and becoming worthy opponents rather than sexually charged enemies on opposite sides.

Surprisingly, this spicy novel has some sweetness when Tilelli and Bashir join forces. Their sexual biplay transmogrifies into a real partnership. They no longer seek to dominate one another. Instead, they bring the best in each other.

The Protectress is a novel that has plenty of heat and spice but just a small amount of sugar to make not only the sex sell but the characters as well.

New Book Alert: A Shadow Upon His Soul (The WW2 Hidden Lives Series-Book One) by Ophelie Caton; Bleak and Passionate Look at Male Homosexuality During World War II

 

New Book Alert: A Shadow Upon His Soul (The WW2 Hidden Lives Series-Book One) by Ophelie Caton; Bleak and Passionate Look at Male Homosexuality During World War II

By Julie Sara Porter

Bookworm Reviews

I apologize for being so errant with this blog lately. I had a host of personal issues and limited Internet time so I have a lot of catching up to do.

Spoilers: Ophelie Caton's World War II novel A Shadow Upon Its Soul knows how to capture the shadows in wartime: the shadows of family separation, PTSD, hatred, violence, and of hiding one's real identity and sexuality behind societal standards and unjust prejudicial laws.

Karl, a 17 year old Dane has gone into exile to escape the Nazis who will force him to enlist or be sent to a concentration camp.

Kar then finds himself in England where he is taken in by the Hopkins, a kindly couple whose home hosts other borders and exiles. He becomes fast friends with the Hopkins and their son, Paul but his eye is caught by George, a bad-tempered boarder who has problems of his own.

Emotions run rampant in this book and in a stressful time that is to be expected. Karl is an outsider in many ways, even in Denmark. While it appeared to be a happy home that he left, there were hints that suggested otherwise. Later in the book, we learn that his home life was not a pleasant one. It may be a home that should the war end, he may not be able to return to anyway.

This isolation increases when Karl goes to England and spends most of the book trapped by the language barrier. Since he speaks very little English and they know very little Danish, it's hard for Karl to make his basic wants known. Little by little, he begins to understand his host language and communicates in broken English.

Karl finds a surrogate family with the Hopkins Family, new parents and a surrogate brother in Paul. He also finds a temporary rival in George. At first, George is not happy sharing a room and bed with this foreigner. He acts very nasty and rude towards Karl to keep him at arm's length. He is someone who is angry at life because he is estranged from his family and the only person that he ever loved is miles away and in potential danger.

Karl and George's relationship begins when both are at their most vulnerable. George receives devastating news and Karl is confused about his own feelings to this boarder who alternately hates and loves him. They both suffer from pangs of their pasts and those pains are finally laid open for the other to see. Here they are at their most naked and honest towards each other with all defenses down.

Once they open themselves to a real relationship, Karl and George's problems don't magically go away. In fact, they get worse. Karl has to weigh his options about what he wants to do and realizes that the home that he once knew is no longer a home. George's depression continues while Karl temporarily relieved him of that grief. 

Theirs is not a relationship that is built to last but it is one that is meant to change them and bring each other to another level. Karl in particular begins to redefine what the words "home" and "love" really mean.